A lame attempt for an apology

love is bitter and love is blind.
but love could be bliss though thats hard to find.
Sigh.......
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I want you to believe me when I say, that
I love you with all my heart
and that its killing me every second, minute and passing day,
that we are miles and miles apart.

I admit Ive been acting up lately
and i may have hurt you a long the way

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Im very rusty.. cant even write two verse.. and the verse i wrote is like very immature. Sigh.
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To my dearest nouri,

They were times we were happy
And i see the joy on your face
we were young, we were joyful, and oh, how we were merry
but those days were gone and we now seem out of place

I used to laugh in glee being with you,
you're my joker man, my clown with a really big nose
You should understand i never ment to hurt you
but with an ego like mine, not sadness but anger arose.

-------to be continued------------- ( hopefully)

sigh.. that killed 20 mins of my time.

I gotta go to work. its 10.30pm.

I'd like to continue dat, have some motivation to write. but im afraid by the time i get back from work at 1am, there's no more of that motivation anymore. so, it will probably be stuck at that.
Cuz i usually write it at one go. hurm.. probably not.

But all im saying is. that im sorry. you know how i am. i get so stressed i get easily irritated and you're the one i usually let it out at. Im sorry. I really mean it.

im just so tired and agitated this week. hope you understand. I never want you to leave me. Im not trying to drive you away from me. You know how im scared to loose you. If only you were with me right now and everything will be okay again.

Im lame at poetry, i know. but i just like making things rhyme, at least i used to. now these were just awful attempts at it. But at least you know that im giving an effort right?

i feel so forlorn. :'(

i better be going now. Dun wanna be late for work tho its already 10.40pm.

I love you, I miss you.

Lin