Dear buchuk,
Im sorry for this past few days we havent be able to talk much. I've been sleeping a lot lately. Just too tired. The only time im awake is when you are asleep.. Im so sorry. I know you miss me and i miss you too. Its the last day of work for the week. So, we will be able to talk during the weekend ok?
Love you,
Lin
Thursday, November 20
Monday, November 17
Grades are out. Why am I not happy?
Sayang,
Hye.. I got all A except for Bio which is of course, a B. Never was my best subject and never will be.
I guess i get what i wanted. 3.733 so i made it to the dean's list. Just i guess a few of us got a 4 pointer which makes me a lil bit sad of myself. Sigh.
Anyway, i guess i'm not getting that porsche :P
Their's a lil bit snow left on the grass cuz its 0 degree out. Im gonna play some before getting to work :D
I love you,
Lin
Hye.. I got all A except for Bio which is of course, a B. Never was my best subject and never will be.
I guess i get what i wanted. 3.733 so i made it to the dean's list. Just i guess a few of us got a 4 pointer which makes me a lil bit sad of myself. Sigh.
Anyway, i guess i'm not getting that porsche :P
Their's a lil bit snow left on the grass cuz its 0 degree out. Im gonna play some before getting to work :D
I love you,
Lin
Wednesday, November 12
Happy, happy me!
Nouri,
I counted my bio marks without the exam im taking tomorrow.. Guess what? I need only 30 marks to get a B!!! yeah! I dun think I can get an A but B is enough to make me happy!
If the rest of my subjects are A.. then i get the dean's list.. wipee! woohoo!
So far,
Chem lab - A
Gen Chem - A
Freshman Symp -A
First Year Enrichment - A
Writing - Unknown
Biology- hopefully a B :)
Karate - Passed!
Wish me luck,
Lin
I counted my bio marks without the exam im taking tomorrow.. Guess what? I need only 30 marks to get a B!!! yeah! I dun think I can get an A but B is enough to make me happy!
If the rest of my subjects are A.. then i get the dean's list.. wipee! woohoo!
So far,
Chem lab - A
Gen Chem - A
Freshman Symp -A
First Year Enrichment - A
Writing - Unknown
Biology- hopefully a B :)
Karate - Passed!
Wish me luck,
Lin
Monday, November 10
Studying for SAT ;)
To my dearest Nouri,
Remember how we used to spend time in our little corner in Austin studying for SAT?
How I miss spending time with you! I love you honey!
Love,
Lin
Sunday, November 9
Keeping the record straight.
Nouri,
hurm... Jus so you (and my mother) know..
i MISS you more than my mom. BUT, i LOVE her more than i love you ( a bit :P) . Takpekan?
ala.. my mom jugak.. jangan sedey2.. jangan jeles2 k? Nak me sayang you more, you gotta marry me first. haha!
(and, mak, jangan terasa eh? Lina saaaaaaaaaaaaayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaang mak!)
Btw, finals as you know is on thursday, which is the Biology paper. I think I aced the other subjects but for biology im aiming for a B cuz right now Im at a C.. scary! I want a B so that i can get into the dean's list for once in my life! :) (im not that bright, i know) And i could never beat you. But hey, you're mine and im proud of you! Muah! As long as you still love me no matter how high or low is my IQ , i'll be ok.
And for a heads up. Since it is finals week and since my only paper is bio, which is as you know, my worst subject since standard 4 (scince = bio, physics and chem), be ready for some emotional breakdown. I might get angry at you for no absolute reason or be sad or jus cry. So, like always, just endure it okay ;) but you're getting pretty good at that tho i probably hurt you a bit at times..(sorry!) But hey, we've been through a lot and i certainly am better of controlling my emotions rather than before. (right?)
Whatever may happens, know that i always love you.
Sayang nouri,
Lin
P.S. As you know i ponteng for the first time for this quarter which also happens to be my last class of the quarter. haha.. bye2 karate. me wanna try something new. Ice skating, here i come!
hurm... Jus so you (and my mother) know..
i MISS you more than my mom. BUT, i LOVE her more than i love you ( a bit :P) . Takpekan?
ala.. my mom jugak.. jangan sedey2.. jangan jeles2 k? Nak me sayang you more, you gotta marry me first. haha!
(and, mak, jangan terasa eh? Lina saaaaaaaaaaaaayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaang mak!)
Btw, finals as you know is on thursday, which is the Biology paper. I think I aced the other subjects but for biology im aiming for a B cuz right now Im at a C.. scary! I want a B so that i can get into the dean's list for once in my life! :) (im not that bright, i know) And i could never beat you. But hey, you're mine and im proud of you! Muah! As long as you still love me no matter how high or low is my IQ , i'll be ok.
And for a heads up. Since it is finals week and since my only paper is bio, which is as you know, my worst subject since standard 4 (scince = bio, physics and chem), be ready for some emotional breakdown. I might get angry at you for no absolute reason or be sad or jus cry. So, like always, just endure it okay ;) but you're getting pretty good at that tho i probably hurt you a bit at times..(sorry!) But hey, we've been through a lot and i certainly am better of controlling my emotions rather than before. (right?)
Whatever may happens, know that i always love you.
Sayang nouri,
Lin
P.S. As you know i ponteng for the first time for this quarter which also happens to be my last class of the quarter. haha.. bye2 karate. me wanna try something new. Ice skating, here i come!
Wednesday, November 5
Praises from work. Suprised huh? Me too!
Sayang,
Sorry Ive been in a sour mood lately. And im so sorry im taking advantage of you right now. Anyway, once next week is over, i'll be better.
Work has been great lately. I've been helping Brian and Kelly lately since Kelly overwork herself and hurt her neck. Anyway, two nights ago, at 1 when Im suppose to go back, we didnt finish Kelly's area on time. Usuaaly it will be done by the time I go check out from work. So, I offered to stay for a while but Brian said no, its better if I can get OT if I wanna stay but since Im not getting any, he said I can just leave and they can finish the work by themselves.
It happens that last night I asked John (The supervisor) if I could work during the break and Brian was there. He also asked if I can do OT. And then he started praising me saying I'm reliable, hardworking, doing a good job and yada yada.. I was like .. huh? I guess the incident with whiteboard and the 'hollow' plastic bag was long forgotten! Phew! What a relieve. And all this time i tought he thinks im interfering with his work.
Kelly is going to for a follow up with her doctor today. If the doctor says she's better, I guess Im back to vacuuming.. :(
Talk to you later,
Lin
Sorry Ive been in a sour mood lately. And im so sorry im taking advantage of you right now. Anyway, once next week is over, i'll be better.
Work has been great lately. I've been helping Brian and Kelly lately since Kelly overwork herself and hurt her neck. Anyway, two nights ago, at 1 when Im suppose to go back, we didnt finish Kelly's area on time. Usuaaly it will be done by the time I go check out from work. So, I offered to stay for a while but Brian said no, its better if I can get OT if I wanna stay but since Im not getting any, he said I can just leave and they can finish the work by themselves.
It happens that last night I asked John (The supervisor) if I could work during the break and Brian was there. He also asked if I can do OT. And then he started praising me saying I'm reliable, hardworking, doing a good job and yada yada.. I was like .. huh? I guess the incident with whiteboard and the 'hollow' plastic bag was long forgotten! Phew! What a relieve. And all this time i tought he thinks im interfering with his work.
Kelly is going to for a follow up with her doctor today. If the doctor says she's better, I guess Im back to vacuuming.. :(
Talk to you later,
Lin
Monday, November 3
Winter break : Memphis, Tennessee
Nouri,
Im going to Tennessee for the whole two weeks of winter break! Yipee!
Gonna see my uncle and aunt who i havent met for 15 years and cousins for 5 years.
Yasir is my age and khalid is one year younger, both are skaters and yasir looks like my bro a bit. Both americans who i only seen once when they came to malaysia for a month 5 years ago (and before i left the states 15 years ago).
Probably gonna go for a road trip a bit but im not really sure. Just im so happy i got to spend the break with the people i can call family! yeay!!
Im excited!
Love,
Lin.
Im going to Tennessee for the whole two weeks of winter break! Yipee!
Gonna see my uncle and aunt who i havent met for 15 years and cousins for 5 years.
Yasir is my age and khalid is one year younger, both are skaters and yasir looks like my bro a bit. Both americans who i only seen once when they came to malaysia for a month 5 years ago (and before i left the states 15 years ago).
Probably gonna go for a road trip a bit but im not really sure. Just im so happy i got to spend the break with the people i can call family! yeay!!
Im excited!
Love,
Lin.
Saturday, November 1
Have I told you lately that I love you?
To my dearest Nouri.
I love you. There's no one in the world that I love more than you. I cant believe there will be a point in time that i miss someone more than I miss my family or my mother but you surely surpassed that.
I wanna go back home. I want to be with you. I cant think straight and I'm dysfunctional at the moment. I've been staring at computer for three hours now, back and forth from my computer to my book and i havent read anything yet. Somehow i've become emotional again tonight. Although, you should be proud, I havent shed a tear for a while now :) I think thats a big accomplishment.
I've decided. I dont want to go anywhere during fall or winter break. I just wanna stay on campus, apply for some job or just chill around. Just winter will be a little bit of a problem trying to find a place to live but i can figure that out later. Im waiting for you to come next year and save this damsel from distress. I dont think I'll enjoy going places as much as i go with you. We will go to our pre-honeymoon again like we did in Malaysia. (we have so many pre-honemoon :P) All those places i went with you, I miss that. We should go to Kinabalu again, maybe as a family later on :) And then, maybe, just maybe, we can try conquering the everest. Haha.
Honey,
I'm loving you more and more each day. You're the sweetest, most adorable, most caring, the funniest, not to mention annoying but i love you for that too :) It has been two months that i havent seen you and its been killing me. I miss you.
I miss seeing how your face glows when I reach section 17 bus station when you have been waiting patiently sometimes over an hour or two.
I miss how i spend every moment out of akasia with you. You will wait by the gate, we go out and you will send me back for every single day.
I miss how we tend to finish each other's sentences. we still do that over the messenger but i miss talking to you face to face.
I miss how you will try to cater to my everything and how im so bad of taking advantage of that but you still love anyway.
I miss the times when we're standing in the ktm and you silently kiss above my head and think i didnt notice.
I miss how we will go to pizza hut and share our seafood lasagna :) and i always feed you the last bite.
I miss how you will deny being gay when i say you are. (you're not gay, i know)
I miss how you deny you are gedik when you know you are being gedik :)
I miss the times when you get all excited when we go out to have fun.
I miss the times we will talk about the future, our hopes and dreams.
I miss spending time in the library with you trying to finish the crossword puzzle of the month together and reading readers digest.
I miss stepping on your shoe with my high heels :) Btw, thanks for the high heels i love them but i dont wear them here :(
I miss talking to you on the phone even when you are actually beside me. (gotta love family plan!)
I miss watching movies with you when you will just stare at me while i watch the big screen. You're so sweet.
I miss when you try to make fun of me but quickly stop when i make a sad face.
I miss when you ask for forgiveness thinking that I'm mad at you for making fun at me when im actually laughing in the inside.
Hope you know that i really, really, so much, love you.. It's 12 now.. Im gonna wait for you to come online till 1 before i'll head for the books. I know you are out today but you didnt tell me when you'll be back. So, i'll just wait for a while.
Loving you,
Lin
I love you. There's no one in the world that I love more than you. I cant believe there will be a point in time that i miss someone more than I miss my family or my mother but you surely surpassed that.
I wanna go back home. I want to be with you. I cant think straight and I'm dysfunctional at the moment. I've been staring at computer for three hours now, back and forth from my computer to my book and i havent read anything yet. Somehow i've become emotional again tonight. Although, you should be proud, I havent shed a tear for a while now :) I think thats a big accomplishment.
I've decided. I dont want to go anywhere during fall or winter break. I just wanna stay on campus, apply for some job or just chill around. Just winter will be a little bit of a problem trying to find a place to live but i can figure that out later. Im waiting for you to come next year and save this damsel from distress. I dont think I'll enjoy going places as much as i go with you. We will go to our pre-honeymoon again like we did in Malaysia. (we have so many pre-honemoon :P) All those places i went with you, I miss that. We should go to Kinabalu again, maybe as a family later on :) And then, maybe, just maybe, we can try conquering the everest. Haha.
Honey,
I'm loving you more and more each day. You're the sweetest, most adorable, most caring, the funniest, not to mention annoying but i love you for that too :) It has been two months that i havent seen you and its been killing me. I miss you.
I miss seeing how your face glows when I reach section 17 bus station when you have been waiting patiently sometimes over an hour or two.
I miss how i spend every moment out of akasia with you. You will wait by the gate, we go out and you will send me back for every single day.
I miss how we tend to finish each other's sentences. we still do that over the messenger but i miss talking to you face to face.
I miss how you will try to cater to my everything and how im so bad of taking advantage of that but you still love anyway.
I miss the times when we're standing in the ktm and you silently kiss above my head and think i didnt notice.
I miss how we will go to pizza hut and share our seafood lasagna :) and i always feed you the last bite.
I miss how you will deny being gay when i say you are. (you're not gay, i know)
I miss how you deny you are gedik when you know you are being gedik :)
I miss the times when you get all excited when we go out to have fun.
I miss the times we will talk about the future, our hopes and dreams.
I miss spending time in the library with you trying to finish the crossword puzzle of the month together and reading readers digest.
I miss stepping on your shoe with my high heels :) Btw, thanks for the high heels i love them but i dont wear them here :(
I miss talking to you on the phone even when you are actually beside me. (gotta love family plan!)
I miss watching movies with you when you will just stare at me while i watch the big screen. You're so sweet.
I miss when you try to make fun of me but quickly stop when i make a sad face.
I miss when you ask for forgiveness thinking that I'm mad at you for making fun at me when im actually laughing in the inside.
Hope you know that i really, really, so much, love you.. It's 12 now.. Im gonna wait for you to come online till 1 before i'll head for the books. I know you are out today but you didnt tell me when you'll be back. So, i'll just wait for a while.
Loving you,
Lin
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