Feeling Better

Sorry, i was a wreck yesterday.

I was so worried of my grades.
I was extremely tired of working hard without any improvement.
I missed my mom.
I needed some physical comfort like a hug but no one was there to give me some.
I was lacking of sleep for days.
My cell biology results sucked even i understand it so much better.
My cgpa will probably drop 0.2 this quarter so i might not grad with the highest honor.
Mara hasnt give me my allowances yet.
Finals in two 3 weeks
Last exam before finals in 2 weeks.
Cell biology presentation in 3 days.
Im having my PMS too.
My room is a mess.
We're nearly out of groceries but dont have time to go to walmart.
I lost my bike. So i might not gonna buy another one till april.
Im not going home next year, making me miss home more than ever even it is still two months since i was home.

All in all, i just broke down and cried yesterday.

Im not 100% okay but i can now function myself so that's good.

Im sorry but i dont think you know how to handle this kind of situation since you dont seem to even understand how i feel. So, i dont think i'll be calling you. I might just call my mom.

Its not your fault you're a boy..

Lin.