Sunday, January 18

Cant wait till its my turn :)

January

Dear buchuk,

i went snowboarding again yesterday, as you know. And woke up with sores at some part, here and there. But it was really fun since i think im quite a pro alredy :P didnt fall as much as i used to.

anyway, this month has been very gloomy. im sleeping a lot, eating quite a lot but less compared in memphis.

i miss you :( i keep dreaming on the day i could be with you, being hugged by you and feeling your warth running through my veins. sigh.

I love you <3

Lin.

Saturday, January 10

2009

Sayang,

first post of the year. sorry i havent written much. As you know, i had an awesome holiday and now kind, sorta prepared to face the new quarter even tho i already passed my 4th week.

im sorry that you're sick and i hope you get better soon. i love you :)

im trying to improve myself and want to be a better person. My fren asked me today, are you pious? and i straightly answered, NO. but i wish i was and im working on that.

I wanna be a better person. I wanna memorize all the tajwid. I know i can read the quran very fluently but that's wothout the tajwid and that basically i have nothing.

i dont wanna wear tight clothes, i dont wanna miss prayers especially subuh.

i wanna be a better person. i want to know more about islam history than my cousin does and he doesnt even take agama classes at school. i dont wanna learn islam just for the sake of exams anymore.

I wanna be a better person. and InsyaAllah with that i can have a blessed future with you. YOu'll work on that too ok?

this is not a new years resolution, but more f a life resolution.

"Show us the straight way, - The way of those whom THou hast bestowed Thy Grace, those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray" [1:6-7]


Lin